The darkness of May

I wish I could see you again ,

Timeless memories of the only beauty I know,

Voiceless whispers with our eyes like lightning,

Sweet jolts , wicked currents,

I lost you once before,

I won’t lose you yet again,

The horror of our distance has set in,

All I want to do is shake you,

To make you see what I see,

The only thing I need from you

 is for you to see 

My blood runs with you,

Your smile is a cherished crown,

And in the moment I haven’t earned it ,

The throne taken from me ,

by lies and half truths,

I vow to make our happiness my only priority

I will arm my self with acceptance,

It will take time you say,

Forever is all I need.